Spent quite a lot of time talking to Xiao Rong yesterday. Her students collected their As results yesterday. RJC maths teacher. haha. sometimes i wonder how i get on so well with her. we have seriously nothing in common if u look at it tis way. i failed maths terribly. But den again, if u really take a look at the pple arnd me, u'll realise my closest frenz are all totally different from me. I guess the saying of oposite attracts does apply at times. =)

Wuz telling her abt some thought lately. Haiz. still in the 'off' mood i cant seem to get out of. Feeling sian diao all the time. Don feel like doing much. ok. its just don feel like doing ANYTHING for dat matter. not even sleep. i haven been sleeping well for some time now. Just cant get to sleep. until like 4am in the morning. imagine having to wake up at 5 plus to go to sch. no wonder i haven been in sch. =P

But i'm not yet suicidal. ya. don worry. just depressed. U noe. Xiao Rong's rite. i'm contradicting myself all the time. On one hand, i want pple of my age to come along for the outing. on the other hand i got nothing to talk to them abt really. i mean, we're all on fairly cordial terms, yet somehow u don really feel like telling them much, esp more personal stuff. I guess now i'm only really comfortable wif JiaEnz... JiaHui.... YiLing mebbe. Oh, i'm only talking abt teens and the J1a ans 2s in youth. Yeah. It's not dat they're not nice. Its not that we don have fun together. Its just... not frenz to such a deep level. i tink. yupz.

And its starting to become weirder and weirder to me dat some, or mebbe most of my frenz are older. by so much. (as in those 10 years and more older.) It din strike me as much before. But now i suddenly feel dat its weird. Haha. i'm weird. So its like, i din give an immediate answer as usual. And apparently everyone tot i have something on. But i don. erm. ya. i'm still slacking.

But i finally agreed to going on the outing. I donno why too. Just go lor. haiz. JiaHui and i were talking too. Apparently none of the JC pple are going for teens camp where we're supposed to have the special invitation. so. obviously i feel weird being the only one. so i told her i haven decided lor. haiz.

Oh. i still cant find the straits time with the article on Angie. Ugh. I don have straits time at home. i donno where can find also. i want to read that article!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Joyce at 11:50 AM

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